Ingat lagik,when I was about 13 years old..i was so obsessed bout Gisele Bundchen,Kate Moss and so on...I was determined to be like them!(matilar-adik2 koooat berangan)Yes...supermodels really give big impacts in my life at dat age..I'm young and innocent,I can't find my true self yet.
To get the satisfaction to be like 'em...the least I can do is stay slim n thin juz like those Supermodels!
N kalo u ols nak tauw...i have my bro yg i'm more comfortable to considered him as a sista!(matilarr aku...kna pancong!)hiks!My bro neh since i kecik mmg kitowg luv fashions,supermodels,runway n so on...automatically,he is one of my biggest influence mase tuh...Nak jadik citer...when I was bout 9-10 years old..am not as thin n slim as u see me now!hahaha!I'm very2 fat n koat mkn(yg tuh tak brubah larr sampai skg...)Hehe...aku tergelak sorang puleks nak taip blog neyh..bdo tak??hahaha...ok2..back to our story...Iris Iana was fat...n i have these very big belly or blh disebut sbg BOROI!hahahahaha...seriously..tp mse keciklarr!I very da tembam tauw...pastu yg bestnye..I nges2 nak g skolah pg2 cuz my bro used to call me DORAEMON!(vaviques korunk gelak kan???)tu larr nme yg sering ditujukan kpd i..DORAEMON...menghantui I sejak kecil...muaaahahahaha!but,not anymore!hiks...look at me now..I'm proud n happy to be me!
Mase I dah masuk 13 tahun,I start to stop my bro from calling me doraemon..since nges2 ngadu kat maik i tak dpt stop my bro tuh...So,I start to fix my body shape...a'ah...dun need all that surgeon kay..it's called...HARDCORE DIET n SUPER EXERCISE regime!It goes like tis...Mase i form 1 tuew...I ske sgt2 bli magazine CLEO...i bukak bhg diet n exercise...tp i lebih fokus kat exercise larr cuz i tauw nak diet tu sampai skg I still liat sket...dah mmg baka kuat melantak!hahaha...pastu I uat sum exercise yg dia ajar...hahahaha...ada banyak...exercise routine to make ur butt look more full!I tros byg my butt look like J.lo's!hahahahaha...lawak!pastu ble bli ygnext moonth pnye issue..dia ajar senaman to have a longer,slimmer legs...i tros byg kalo uat,kaki i jadik cam kaki Giselle Bundchen...wuahahaaha...so I buat,buat n buat lah sgala mak nenek exercise tuh...tu tak masuk lg tiap2 pg i berlari 2km patah balik dari umah..pastu sit up 50 kali..
Ok,td pasal exercise ..skg citer pasal diet plak.Diet neh i uat slow2...mle2 mkn nasi sket jer..lame2 i reject tros nasi dr diet list i...ble berat i dah trun sket,I cme mkn roti n telur 4 lunch...ble asa lpar sket..i mkn buah jer..before kul 7pm,i mkn ikan rebus sekor utk dinner...masa tuh sanggup gle smate2 tgk bdn2 supermodel...harapan nak bg bdn cam diowg..hahahahaha
Tak lme pastu..my weight trun sgt mendadak...I jadi very thin...muka i jadik cengkung...yet,I was happy cuz mse tuh bley plak feeling i nih cam Kate MOss!kurus kering..bengong...
Smpai one day,I mkn jer i muntah balik...i tak blh mkn lebih dari jumlah yg i selalu amalkan...kalo tak,my stomach reject mkanan yg i mkn tuh n muntah tros..it cause me to lose energy...i lapar tp ble mkn I muntah,perot I sakit..I sgt2 tak tahan..at da same time,I diserang pnyakit asma i smula(i used to have asthma since I was 6 years old!)I demam n i start to lose immunity in my body..i jadik sgt lemah....
However,I slowly try to fix my diet secara perlahan2 supaya my stomach can work normally as it supposed to be...I learn a big lesson from that,I do not have try to be as perfect as I see others,cuz nobody is perfect!It's better for me to juz stick da way I am...
This morning,I woke up n saw a sms text on my phone screen...I'm not quite sure who is it cuz i don't have dat number in my phone list...I've checked the sms...
It was from sumone...kat msj tuh..dia ckp bnda baik pasal i n dia admire my looks n so on..I said "thank you"well,humbly,I said to dat person...I am not as perfect as wut u think..(i kategorikan org ini sbg 'adek2')Tp,adek2 neh keep on askin me dat's he wants to be juz like me..nak ada bdan cam I,nak jadik model n so on...I gave him good supports kalo dia nak ikot bnda yg baik utk dia..tp lme kelamaan dia mcm terlalu terbawa2 dgn apa yg dia tgk i dlm gambar..it's scares me n i told him to stop dat..I busy n i tak sempat nak bls2 msj dia..
Di sini,I nak cakap...i was flattered dat sumone takes me as sumone they want to be...even it's pelik cuz i tak pnh nampak dri i sbg seorang yg blh ditiru n dianggap contoh..heloow..Iris Iana ting tong kay!gle ko nak uat jadik contoh!ranap masa depan...huahahaha!Anyway,guls...boys...pakcik..makcik..hadek2 suma...why don't u juz be n appreciate urself..u don't have to try to be sumone n try to compare them wit u..it's no use..TRUST ME...i always think,setiap ketidaksempurnaan manusia itulah yang mencantikkan dirinya sehingga membuat dia lengkap sebagai manusia yg memiliki identiti tersendiri...n TRUST ME AGAIN..each people have their own specialties n kelebihan...appreciates it as I always do!hiks!
I di sini bukan sebagai kaunselor...I tak mampu nak bercakap se-profesional itu..I juz talk from my experience...it's a story part of me dat I've learnt...n i think it's da best for me to share it wit many peeps out there ;)
If u guys see many of my photos,many would say I must take a good care of my body...Ble i ckp dlm myspace yg I makin gmuk rmai yg kta I terlalu mrungut dgn badan i...actually,noe I wasn't...ever heard of sayin only u noe ur body well??yes,dat's wut I'm talkin bout...I noe my body..and it's not dat good n look nice all da time...I smakin gemuk...tak pcaye??take a look at dis..
this pics was taken before a year before this..i was still slim..
TADAAA!!!!latest!makin berisi kan??haaaa...tu larr i ckp..cbe tgk kat bahagian lengan...dada n peha i..makin berisi...
Well,ladies n gentlements...I cme manusia biase..I tak perfek..terlalu bnyak kelemahan..I koat mkn n juz enjoying my life..So, u guys out there should too..let's have fun n try to be ourselves without thinkin to much bout da way we look or how others see us...
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