the Diva is turnin 19 already!!!!

I woke up in the morning.Watched my phone screen.It was 3rd may...erm...dah masuk 3 ari meks berusia 19 tahun.So,19 tahun dan 3 hari...Pheeeewwww...how fast can time goes by without we can ever imagine it.My bday celebration???nahhh...nuttin special pown tis year.I was damn busy n keletihan ikot Emi pergi amik gambar pngantin.Nway,syukur alhamdulilah...ulangtahun kelahiran ku selamat berlalu...

        Lebih kurang kul 2 pg dalam kete Emi balik dari Perlis,I received calls from Razeen n Milla wishing for my bday.Only god knows how i missed both of em...I cried dat nite cuz I wish that they could be wit me,in front of me to say Happy Bday!LOL!!meks very2 da touching2 mase tuh...yg ada cme Emi jerw kat lam kete tpekik2 Epi Bday!OMG!Iris Iana is 19!!!!so dah besar....huhu.thx god I still had him dat nite in da middle of lebuhraya otw balik jitra dari Perlis...As soon I reached hoime...my bro,Abg Sham balik dari Kuantan wit bini n anak2 dia.Sumer  dah tdow...Yg ada juz my mum n i mkn nasi sme2 in order celebrating my bday!thx Umi...she olweys remember to celebrate my bday no matter wut condition,kul baper even pagi2 buta!dats my mum...huhu...

        Birthday???hurm...do i celebrate it every year??...not really...I'm not da kind of person who's been so obsessed bout partying on my bday nite.Enuff just to have the people dat I love around me-family n friends!special one???DO NOT ASK!trust me...I don't have any. ;)I really mean it.Tauw,ramai yg nak tauw do i have da special one???do i like sumbody???(janggal sgt meks nak brcakp pasal bnda nih,cuz i rarely bercakap soal2 camni especially kat public camni..tapi dah rmai yg tnye...mek jawab JUJUR)ikhlas...I don't have da special one...am i lookin???not really.cuz i'm damn happy to be single...did i have any crush??Yes,BIG CRUSH! but never really think bout it...wut kind of person i like???Too long to be listed.So let me kept that only for myself...sorry,wut personal must remains personal darlin...

        By da time razeen called me on my bday nite,he did said he had sum present for me!hehe...so sweet dia belikan hadiah for me!(aku tauw ko saje bli adiah nak pjuk aku cuz ko tak jadi lepak ngan aku 2hb kan???!!)thank u razeennn...last time meks dpt hadiah bday mase bday meks yg ke 17..mse tuh kamal n jen yg bagi..it was a cute porcelain vase n a picture frame where I still have it in my room!hehe.Mase my 18th bday...Emi blanje KFC dgn Kamal,I never really think bout receiving any present for my bday-Meks takot karang org bg hadiah yg meks tak brape minat n meks have to keep it.Jadi tak best plak kan.So,a single message text wishing me happy bufday n all eda best in life is enuff to make me feel appreciated.Kalo nak bg hadiah gak,wish awal2 dolu...sape lambat kna bagi hadiah yg besar2...hiks!aka...Marc Jacob's handbag kerw...Stella McCartney heels kerw...

            Pejam celik!Pejam Celik!eh...19 tahun rupenyer meks...(muda lagi!)since,I've gone trough lotsa phrase dari zaman awal remaja sehingga ke pertengahan camni.Alhamdulilah,setakat ni,banyak impian dan cita2 meks tercapai atas usaha diri sendiri dan sokongan dari org sekeliling..I'm a very ambitious person..I'm willing to do everything in order to get wut I want...hurmm...keras kepala sebenarnye!tapi,tu larr yg bnyak membantu dan memeningkan kepala my mum!hiks!

      For my future,meks harap sgt untuk Sem depan meks blh lupekan skejap sume partying n havin fun dgn kwn2 tu...meks btol2 nak fokus kat study meks...takot u ols...awal2 prestasi meletop...sejak akhir2 sem lepas...tudia....tak hengat!enjoy n joli jer keje!i noe my study is very2 tough,besides,it's my dream since I was 10 years old...so I must go for it n work hard!so may god help me...