the Diva is turnin 19 already!!!!

I woke up in the morning.Watched my phone screen.It was 3rd may...erm...dah masuk 3 ari meks berusia 19 tahun.So,19 tahun dan 3 hari...Pheeeewwww...how fast can time goes by without we can ever imagine it.My bday celebration???nahhh...nuttin special pown tis year.I was damn busy n keletihan ikot Emi pergi amik gambar pngantin.Nway,syukur alhamdulilah...ulangtahun kelahiran ku selamat berlalu...

        Lebih kurang kul 2 pg dalam kete Emi balik dari Perlis,I received calls from Razeen n Milla wishing for my bday.Only god knows how i missed both of em...I cried dat nite cuz I wish that they could be wit me,in front of me to say Happy Bday!LOL!!meks very2 da touching2 mase tuh...yg ada cme Emi jerw kat lam kete tpekik2 Epi Bday!OMG!Iris Iana is 19!!!!so dah besar....huhu.thx god I still had him dat nite in da middle of lebuhraya otw balik jitra dari Perlis...As soon I reached hoime...my bro,Abg Sham balik dari Kuantan wit bini n anak2 dia.Sumer  dah tdow...Yg ada juz my mum n i mkn nasi sme2 in order celebrating my bday!thx Umi...she olweys remember to celebrate my bday no matter wut condition,kul baper even pagi2 buta!dats my mum...huhu...

        Birthday???hurm...do i celebrate it every year??...not really...I'm not da kind of person who's been so obsessed bout partying on my bday nite.Enuff just to have the people dat I love around me-family n friends!special one???DO NOT ASK!trust me...I don't have any. ;)I really mean it.Tauw,ramai yg nak tauw do i have da special one???do i like sumbody???(janggal sgt meks nak brcakp pasal bnda nih,cuz i rarely bercakap soal2 camni especially kat public camni..tapi dah rmai yg tnye...mek jawab JUJUR)ikhlas...I don't have da special one...am i lookin???not really.cuz i'm damn happy to be single...did i have any crush??Yes,BIG CRUSH! but never really think bout it...wut kind of person i like???Too long to be listed.So let me kept that only for myself...sorry,wut personal must remains personal darlin...

        By da time razeen called me on my bday nite,he did said he had sum present for me!hehe...so sweet dia belikan hadiah for me!(aku tauw ko saje bli adiah nak pjuk aku cuz ko tak jadi lepak ngan aku 2hb kan???!!)thank u razeennn...last time meks dpt hadiah bday mase bday meks yg ke 17..mse tuh kamal n jen yg bagi..it was a cute porcelain vase n a picture frame where I still have it in my room!hehe.Mase my 18th bday...Emi blanje KFC dgn Kamal,I never really think bout receiving any present for my bday-Meks takot karang org bg hadiah yg meks tak brape minat n meks have to keep it.Jadi tak best plak kan.So,a single message text wishing me happy bufday n all eda best in life is enuff to make me feel appreciated.Kalo nak bg hadiah gak,wish awal2 dolu...sape lambat kna bagi hadiah yg besar2...hiks!aka...Marc Jacob's handbag kerw...Stella McCartney heels kerw...

            Pejam celik!Pejam Celik!eh...19 tahun rupenyer meks...(muda lagi!)since,I've gone trough lotsa phrase dari zaman awal remaja sehingga ke pertengahan camni.Alhamdulilah,setakat ni,banyak impian dan cita2 meks tercapai atas usaha diri sendiri dan sokongan dari org sekeliling..I'm a very ambitious person..I'm willing to do everything in order to get wut I want...hurmm...keras kepala sebenarnye!tapi,tu larr yg bnyak membantu dan memeningkan kepala my mum!hiks!

      For my future,meks harap sgt untuk Sem depan meks blh lupekan skejap sume partying n havin fun dgn kwn2 tu...meks btol2 nak fokus kat study meks...takot u ols...awal2 prestasi meletop...sejak akhir2 sem lepas...tudia....tak hengat!enjoy n joli jer keje!i noe my study is very2 tough,besides,it's my dream since I was 10 years old...so I must go for it n work hard!so may god help me...

Beauty Shots by Haikal

Last nite...meks uat shoot dgn Haikal...kat umah dia jer mse tuh.Dari kul 11 smpai kul 5 pg!

kitowg bosan gle...spending our night together dgn photoshoots.Mlm tuew,haikal uat beauty shots utk meks hehe...ni lar hasilnyerw...

Make up by:Iris Iana herself!

Photographer:Haikal Kedodoo

Selain gambar berseorangan tetibe fotografer pown nak nyelit gak pose sesame..Meks pown cam..erm...ok jer...jam dah kul 4 pgt..mek kepenatan sgt!

Nway,thx Haikal for da luvly shoots.Am luvin it!

Bosan di kala cuti....

Cuti sem dah bermula...it gives me lots of space to rest kejap..and of course havin too much fun!hahaha...yeah...mek dah blk smule ke umah parent meks...tambah,bertemu smula kengkawan lame...adoiiii....banyak sgt plan nak uat..

Owh...it's been alobng time..dpt jugeks jmpe kwn meks,Haikal.Last jmpe mse bulan 2 kt mse meks was in Kl.pastu blk jitra bru jumpe.Dah jumpe,pe lg....haaah!!tak tido satu mlm asyik berborak bout so many things...

And so was Kamal,I was so happy for him cuz dis July dia kan sambung his TessL degree kat UITM Shah Alam.Macm tak pcaye,bakal cikgu neh slalunyer ke mana shaja org akan ingt adik meks cuz saiz bdn nye yg kecik dan cumel tuh rupenye dah nak sambung degree!his!proud of u gul...tringat blk mase dolu2 bru abs SPM ske sgt ke hulu-hilir bertemankan Kamal neh...Dia lah kwn yg bnyk membantu,tak pnah nak mrungut or gdo2 dgn meks!muahx5...luv u so much!

N dear...lotsa things happen to me sepanjang my first semester studying,dah blk neh mek tak lupe jumpe dgn Jeanne...It was sad cuz bebaruu neh kitorg ade missunderstanding sket..So tetibe cam tak rapat.Tp kejap jer,dah jmpe blk everything was okay and congratzz for her too sebab bebaru neh dah kuarkan kete baru n sudi bawak mek kuar mkn.Dear,wut relationships mean if there's too much sweetness,a little fight added a little spice to it that keeps our bond sronger...bley??ayat drama2 mngharukan..matilarr kakak...

Apa yg meks plan sepanjang cuti???ntahlarr...meks dok umah tlg umi buat kuih...ble umi cbuk dgn kuih muihnyer..meks tlg kemas rumah.Hehe...msti ade yg terbnyg2 cemane rupenye meks ngemas yerw??bley ker Iris Iana uat kuih??haha...takpe2 nanti mek uat update kuih muih yg mek sediakan...jgn tkejut puleks...makan hatieyy sundels tgk kuih muih hasil tgn mek!muahahaha...

Actually,dah seminggu cuti neh mek teramat rindukan kengkawan meks kat U...erm...Milla,Razeen n Tina...uh...rindunyerw kat korang...nak jer lepak2 ngan korunk cuz korunk very understanding meks...Nway,Milla n Tina nantikan meks mencemar duli ke Kuantan.Ting tong blk lar jwbnyer dah jmpe Mila-shopping,mkn,uat lawak bdo,carot org...tu ar keje kitowang..hahahaha.Yet,gal..thx cuz u keep me happy!

The Naked Truth of Iris Iana: "Am Not Dat Purfect!"

Ingat lagik,when I was about 13 years old..i was so obsessed bout Gisele Bundchen,Kate Moss and so on...I was determined to be like them!(matilar-adik2 koooat berangan)Yes...supermodels really give big impacts in my life at dat age..I'm young and innocent,I can't find my true self yet.

To get the satisfaction to be like 'em...the least I can do is stay slim n thin juz like those Supermodels!

N kalo u ols nak tauw...i have my bro yg i'm more comfortable to considered him as a sista!(matilarr aku...kna pancong!)hiks!My bro neh since i kecik mmg kitowg luv fashions,supermodels,runway n so on...automatically,he is one of my biggest influence mase tuh...Nak jadik citer...when I was bout 9-10 years old..am not as thin n slim as u see me now!hahaha!I'm very2 fat n koat mkn(yg tuh tak brubah larr sampai skg...)Hehe...aku tergelak sorang puleks nak taip blog neyh..bdo tak??hahaha...ok2..back to our story...Iris Iana was fat...n i have these very big belly or blh disebut sbg BOROI!hahahahaha...seriously..tp mse keciklarr!I very da tembam tauw...pastu yg bestnye..I nges2 nak g skolah pg2 cuz my bro used to call me DORAEMON!(vaviques korunk gelak kan???)tu larr nme yg sering ditujukan kpd i..DORAEMON...menghantui I sejak kecil...muaaahahahaha!but,not anymore!hiks...look at me now..I'm proud n happy to be me!

Mase I dah masuk 13 tahun,I start to stop my bro from calling me doraemon..since nges2 ngadu kat maik i tak dpt stop my bro tuh...So,I start to fix my body shape...a'ah...dun need all that surgeon kay..it's called...HARDCORE DIET n SUPER EXERCISE regime!It goes like tis...Mase i form 1 tuew...I ske sgt2 bli magazine CLEO...i bukak bhg diet n exercise...tp i lebih fokus kat exercise larr cuz i tauw nak diet tu sampai skg I still liat sket...dah mmg baka kuat melantak!hahaha...pastu I uat sum exercise yg dia ajar...hahahaha...ada banyak...exercise routine to make ur butt look more full!I tros byg my butt look like J.lo's!hahahahaha...lawak!pastu ble bli ygnext moonth pnye issue..dia ajar senaman to have a longer,slimmer legs...i tros byg kalo uat,kaki i jadik cam kaki Giselle Bundchen...wuahahaaha...so I buat,buat n buat lah sgala mak nenek exercise tuh...tu tak masuk lg tiap2 pg i berlari 2km patah balik dari umah..pastu sit up 50 kali..

Ok,td pasal exercise ..skg citer pasal diet plak.Diet neh i uat slow2...mle2 mkn nasi sket jer..lame2 i reject tros nasi dr diet list i...ble berat i dah trun sket,I cme mkn roti n telur 4 lunch...ble asa lpar sket..i mkn buah jer..before kul 7pm,i mkn ikan rebus sekor utk dinner...masa tuh sanggup gle smate2 tgk bdn2 supermodel...harapan nak bg bdn cam diowg..hahahahaha

Tak lme pastu..my weight trun sgt mendadak...I jadi very thin...muka i jadik cengkung...yet,I was happy cuz mse tuh bley plak feeling i nih cam Kate MOss!kurus kering..bengong...

Smpai one day,I mkn jer i muntah balik...i tak blh mkn lebih dari jumlah yg i selalu amalkan...kalo tak,my stomach reject mkanan yg i mkn tuh n muntah tros..it cause me to lose energy...i lapar tp ble mkn I muntah,perot I sakit..I sgt2 tak tahan..at da same time,I diserang pnyakit asma i smula(i used to have asthma since I was 6 years old!)I demam n i start to lose immunity in my body..i jadik sgt lemah....

However,I slowly try to fix my diet secara perlahan2 supaya my stomach can work normally as it supposed to be...I learn a big lesson from that,I do not have try to be as perfect as I see others,cuz nobody is perfect!It's better for me to juz stick da way I am...

This morning,I woke up n saw a sms text on my phone screen...I'm not quite sure who is it cuz i don't have dat number in my phone list...I've checked the sms...

It was from sumone...kat msj tuh..dia ckp bnda baik pasal i n dia admire my looks n so on..I said "thank you"well,humbly,I said to dat person...I am not as perfect as wut u think..(i kategorikan org ini sbg 'adek2')Tp,adek2 neh keep on askin me dat's he wants to be juz like me..nak ada bdan cam I,nak jadik model n so on...I gave him good supports kalo dia nak ikot bnda yg baik utk dia..tp lme kelamaan dia mcm terlalu terbawa2 dgn apa yg dia tgk i dlm gambar..it's scares me n i told him to stop dat..I busy n i tak sempat nak bls2 msj dia..

Di sini,I nak cakap...i was flattered dat sumone takes me as sumone they want to be...even it's pelik cuz i tak pnh nampak dri i sbg seorang yg blh ditiru n dianggap contoh..heloow..Iris Iana ting tong kay!gle ko nak uat jadik contoh!ranap masa depan...huahahaha!Anyway,guls...boys...pakcik..makcik..hadek2 suma...why don't u juz be n appreciate urself..u don't have to try to be sumone n try to compare them wit u..it's no use..TRUST ME...i always think,setiap ketidaksempurnaan manusia itulah yang mencantikkan dirinya sehingga membuat dia lengkap sebagai manusia yg memiliki identiti tersendiri...n TRUST ME AGAIN..each people have their own specialties n kelebihan...appreciates it as I always do!hiks!

I di sini bukan sebagai kaunselor...I tak mampu nak bercakap se-profesional itu..I juz talk from my experience...it's a story part of me dat I've learnt...n i think it's da best for me to share it wit many peeps out there ;)

If u guys see many of my photos,many would say I must take a good care of my body...Ble i ckp dlm myspace yg I makin gmuk rmai yg kta I terlalu mrungut dgn badan i...actually,noe I wasn't...ever heard of sayin only u noe ur body well??yes,dat's wut I'm talkin bout...I noe my body..and it's not dat good n look nice all da time...I smakin gemuk...tak pcaye??take a look at dis..

this pics was taken before a year before this..i was still slim..

wanna see how i've changed n my body starts to transform a.k.a makin gemok???

TADAAA!!!!latest!makin berisi kan??haaaa...tu larr i ckp..cbe tgk kat bahagian lengan...dada n peha i..makin berisi...

Well,ladies n gentlements...I cme manusia biase..I tak perfek..terlalu bnyak kelemahan..I koat mkn n juz enjoying my life..So, u guys out there should too..let's have fun n try to be ourselves without thinkin to much bout da way we look or how others see us...

"The Pride of Songket"Fizi Woo's creation by Emi Samsudin

Recently,I've been working with an uprising n super talented designer,Fizi Woo..he was on his project to potrayed his very own classical kebaya songket on my body and it was photographed by also a talented photographer,my very own good pal,Emi Samsudin.

Shoot yang mengambil lebih kurang 3 jam itu bermula di Batu Gajah.It was easy to spot a beautiful location here,sbb batu gajah ni mmg faymes dgn tempat2 rumah lama n klasik.Sesuwailarr utk tema yg fizi nak,Songket;Klasik ,totally melayu,lemah lembut n natural!

So,emi had picked up a beautiful spot...mmg cantik..rumah banglo lama yg tinggal tiang2 n ada rumput hijau n pokok2 besar(sounds scary?yes it is!)meks takot sbenarnye at first sampai..but,for da sake of Fizi,pose jugaklerw... It was 3.00 pm in the evening,mase matahari terpacak mencairkan,meks dalam berkebaya songket bagai terpaksa pose dpan pintu umah banglo creepy tuh..

Tgk muka dlm gambar neh steady jer kan???nak tengok muka mek ngah mrungut2 kepanasan???ni dia...

1st;Tema klasik melayu tapi heels Marciano kulit ular 5 inci,tanah kat ctu lumpur dah larr pnas..muka haaah!dah mcm kerang bsuk... smpai nak terjatuh msa khusyuk pose...muahhahaha!

Panas occay!mek kna pose kat bwh sinaran mentari yg menyiksa!dah larr panas...berkebaya...tambah lagi selendang...rambot lagi kna maintain!azab....

Dah borink2 pose kat luar...tbe2 emi ajak meks pose dalam bahagian rumah tuh...jejeng!bermulalah saat2 mendebarkan...kaedahnye photoshoot meks kali neh dah mcm citer seram...muka mek masa tu dah cuak.mek tauw dah pangai si emi neh(dah slalu amek gmbar dgn dia)kalo dia nak gmbar cantek...tak kira apew model gak jd mangsa kna ikot!clap ari bulan nak gmbar yg puas ati..dipaksanya meks terjun bgunan berbogel..matilarr...mek tarik nafas dalam2..i try to act professionally as a model...non ado antu siang2 ari neyh..mek pown dah rupa mcm antu dgn berpeluh rambot serabai dok pkai kebaya...mujur ada Fizi mse tuh membetolkan2 dri meks..I just focus on giving best pose to be shoot by emi.Wut's important,Fizi puas ati dgn cara mek memperagakan baju dia dalm gambr nanti...

matilar...muka ngah takot sebenarnye mase pndang kat ats...

Hasil2 photoshoot yg dikategorikan mak ayam Sam-penunggu banglo lama.Babi!dia carot mek cam ala2 pontianak harum sundel malam...mati kna bunoh dalam umah tu pastu jadik penunggu pkai kebaya...matilarrr pontianak pkai kebaya designer...

takot tak gmbar neh???kata mak ayam sam dah mcm penunggu kat umah tu...mati kauw Sasha Chorta aka Sam Photo!

Yg kelakarnye,utk shoot neh...mek kna pose ala pompuan melayu terakhir-which is never been done before!mane mek reti..Tak boleh nak pose2 sexy lengkung2 bdn ala agyness deyn...sepanjang tuh mek asyik uat muka cuz nyampah kna pose gaya2 mahsuri tuh!Hellow..ni Iris Iana!gler kauw...mek tak hidup kalo tak sexy larrr!Emi bnyak kali soh mek bertenang...mek cube pkir sumthing beautiful about being a malay...n yes I'm a Malay!(even not 100%!kan??)there's must be the malay beauty side that hidden inside me....mek pown cube jadik lemah lembut,sopan santu n ayu jerw...buang jap kegilaan dan ting-tong2 tuh..detoxification katanyer...lah,sekejap ajork.at da same time emi try to catch my pose...well,actually..mek cme perlu kawal nafsu mek ble pose.Yelah kalo u ols tgk gambar2 meks before neh sumer nak feeling2 catwalk kibas2 rambot...tetiber..nah!photoshoot kali neh kena jadik Siti Iris Kalsom!matilarr...non ado Iris Iana kejap.-lupekan Vogue magazine,Dior n wutsoever..we're talkin bout Siti Nurhaliza-n I have to be the True Last Malay Girl.hahahahah!kelakar bodoh!...hopefully,it works...

AMACAM??ok ke tidddaaakk??Dah ciap shoot,mek tergelak2 tgk gambar meks cube control ayu...geli sundels!tak pnah nengok diri meks selembut itieww...hohox!

The Kebaya...

Kalo u ols tgk baju neh...it was very2 traditional n classical tauw...malam before shoot mek dah uat fitting.tgk2 kebaya neh..mek cam "eh,cmana aku nak pakai??"sebab apo??sebab..baju tu sgt2 tradisional...ia dicipta tanpa butang!yes...teliti dekat bahagian lidah kebaya tuh...Fizi sengaja tak jahit sebarang klip atau butang untuk mengekalkan ciri2 klasiknyerw...untuk lekatkan..mek kna pakai kerongsang dolu2 punyerw design...baru jadik...(tercucuk beberapa kali kat dada kay!-vaviques!)dah larr mek memang dinch n geli nak pkai2 kebaya bagai neh..tgk2 kebaya ala2 klasik..mampows mek tak reti u ols..gigihkan jugaklarr diri sarung bnda tuh...

It was made purely by traditional songket...sgt panas yerw tuan2 dan puan2 krn i pkai pada jam 2.00 ptg!terseksa skejap...cam dodok dalam sauna..ilang beberapa kg panas songket tu membakar lemak dan selulit meks-matilarr carowt baju designer!

Yg palg kelakar-KAIN nyer...skali lagi bg mengekalkan ke-klasik-an nyer,kain untuk kebaya tuh tak dijahit!-skali lg mek mengangakan mulot seluas2 nyer...nyesal tak blaja dgn nenek ku di Batu Pahat cmana nak pkai kain kebaya tuh dolu..mana tak nyer...kain batik pown tak reti pkai!dinch-ilang ciri2 gadis melayu!ahaks.. yg kelakar,mase ngah salin kain tuh...mek pusing kain tuh kot sana,kot cni...belah mana hat betoi???cek tatau pa neh!mek try plak ikat..gulung kot neh,lipat kot neh..ketat larr sket..elok nak kuar tuh..cuit...terlucut jugeks dpan emi!hahahahaha...bodo gle...melupakan khazanah melayu tu larr jadik nyew..

Last2...designer pown datang jugek dah kecian tgk model merana nak pkai kain tu...dia pown tlg pkaikan kain tuh kat mek..ohh...baru tauw..ada cara lipatan tradisional tersendiri..mek ingat nak feeling2 singkat cam mek dok slalu pkai kebaya!-tradisional lar ngok!ingat parti romzy dolu ka mau pkai cekci2???!!ahaks...

Kesimpulannyew...mek epi dgn hasil photoshoot neh...it was sumthing new for me to try(pakai kain kebaya songket ada byak cara rupanyew...azab gaklarr org2 dolu pkai kain tadak butang)Thanks for Fizi n Emi for giving me good cooperation..it was amazing to work with these super talented people!Stay tuned for my another blog for my second photoshoot wearing Fizi Woo's garment!

Photoshoot wit Superazeen

Friends that shouldn't be ur friends...

Dat's it....today...cam babi pukimak anjeng siyaaalllllll sagettt!relax iris....maaf yerw...dah lame nak menaip blog,rney mek jd gler jap...yes,tosday,am goin to talk bout friends!no,no...am not goin to talk bout how to find a friends or tell u another websites other than friendster.mek are taklin bout stupid people who u've mistaken to call 'em as friends!
People i called friends:1-for god sake,they noe wut myself really are
2-we both feel comfortable to each other
3-always keep on being positive around u
4-can be trust even u tell em bout the darkest secret of urs
5-we both enjoy makin each other happy.
6-accept ur mistakes n together help to improve urself.
7-never judge u for sumthin u've done.
8-noe how to talk n keepin gud conversations wit u
9-u noe that they luv u for wut u are
10-u missed them whenever they're not around!

But,wut if none of these characteristics doesn't have in a person's u called friends???well,think again..it might be the right time to say...lalala...it's not bff anymore...
Sounds terrible isn't it???tapi cmanew kalo org yg u ols pggey kwn memiliki ciri2 yg beerlawanan dgn sume di atas???? STUPID!knockeed them off ur life..
tis peeps helps to craete bad n negatives aura to ur life!they're not friends,they's stupid fuggly whore...kick em n u'll sure be happier...
Dat's wut happen to me...a person(cant mention the name cuz it's makin my breast felt total loya)i called frens,was totally jerk...he talk bad bout me...judging me...n CANNOT BE TRUSTED!!it's all happen becuz of one stupid thing...my killer heels...he's talkin bad behind me bout the price of my shoes.So,i asked wut's up wit my heels???he didn't say much instead keep on talkin bad n insulting me n my family....dat's it..it's over.
It's hurt- alot!trust me... a friend who used to share everything wit me since i was 16...i told him everything bout my stories....but then,it's all ruin.I never thoughts bad words can came out from his mouth n SMS's.Things like "pergi mamposlah kauw!" hurt me...especially when he did talk bout my parent...I did cry-obviously!but,hey..it's IrIS IANA..
I get up n get to think.does tis kind of person should be called friends??B.B.B(bye-bye bitch)is da words...he's juz another stupid terrible whore who mistakenlly steppin to my life..i should avoid tis person.I dun reply his messages nor see him anymore.I'm happy wit my life n yep it's feels good to get rid of those germs.gud bye sucker!

Iris Iana:Me,Fashion,Ambitions n Pageants.

Iris Iana:Fashion,Ambition n Pegeant
(chapter 2)

And so we meet again in our second chapter of my story...huhu.B4 dat,iris nak ucapkan thx kpd kwn2 n anyone yg dah baca blog from the yg terhibur dgn blog meks,utk dis 2nd chapter,meks akan tambahkan bebberapa interesting stuff to keep everyone entertained n keep their eyes to my blog!Pe yg mek buboh lam blog kali neyh???...firstly,gegambar meks yg jarang2 boleh dilihat di manew2...tadak dlm myspace k..sumer originated drp my private colections...matilarr...blog makin melampau... Yer...betol..melampau...kerana melampau itu menarik dan menghiburkan!hiks!Lagik apew yg best kali neyh???hermmm...of course...ceriter makin panas2!!!yelah...kalo dolu,mek bnyak ceriter pasal maser meks jadik hadek2 jewh...sopan...ayu dan lembut jerw kan...kali neyh...ito dia...tanduk makin panjang....ekor makin melibas...terows meks pose ala2 tyra bank dalam victoris secret pegang tongkat!sudeyh!jgn berangan larr kauwww si gemowk!huhu

(berbalik kepada asal)yerw...adik2...akak iris akan ceritakan segala pengalaman yg dilalui akak.Drp zaman akak masih adik2 segar nan mentah cam u ols jugak...baru blajar drag...telan pil hormon pown nak muntah...pantis kening pun balik umah,cover takot mak nampak kna marah...huhu.Sampai akak dah mulerw jadik showgirl...ske partying...socialising...and yes...penyakit suma pondan2...OBSES NAK CANTEK!(matilarrr esk pagi pondan2 uitm bonoh aku...) So,kaedahnyerw...dari chapter 1 ke chapter 2...berkonsepkan : GOOD GIRL GONE BAD!!!

Melalui pengamatan gmbar di atas...dapat paham kan kenapew konsepnyerw...good girl gone bad???yerw...tapi jgn lar plak ada yg mentafsirkan meks neh jalang puleks...meks profesional...sexy ketika bergambar sahaja...off the set n camera,in the real life...i am totally a different person from wut u see in all those my exposing and sexy photos n poses!;

Sepanjang bergelar showgirl...sudeyh ramai yg manusia yg mek kenali...manusia yg menghargai diri meks kerana siapa meks dan manusia yang menghargai meks kerana meks iris iana!paham??kalo tidak takpew...x perlu mek huraikan maksud tersebut.kalo ada yg paham kre bagues lerw tu...tak perlu hurai pepanjang...

Percaya atau tidak...gambar kat atas neyh larr...merupakan pengalaman pertama meks uat show kat atas pentas di sebuah dewan hotel dalam satu parti bifday yg dibuat secara granddd yerw...it was my mak ayam bufday party...Romzy...

Banyak bnda terjadi maser my first show neyh...besides da facts dat it was my first ever experience dancing on da stage...it was also my first experience dancing half naked on the stage with over 100 and sumthing peoples watching my whole show!!sounds trok kan??yg baca part neh...msti dah start kata lam ati.. "OMG...iris iana...jalangnyerw kauw...trok sekals!"huhu..wuteverlah korunk...ada aku kesah??non ado! Nak tauw pe yg uat meks menari dengan pakaian tak cukuyp kain itiew???it was 'COSTUME MALFUNCTION'...aib sundels!

Okay...actually...show meks neh disediakan bersama sepasang dress wrna itam..tapi,in case of tak sempat...it was undone..so,da nite before da show..meks try to figure out sumthing n jadik larr...sepatutnyer...chiffon itam yg ala skirt akan menutup bahagian kaki meks.So,cik bon meks taklah nampak sgt...jarang lite2 jerh kain chiffon tuh.Minutes b4 show tuh start,mek dah excited neh nak nek atas pentas..mekap dah ciap sumer...dalam my first minutes atas pentas tuh...menari mengikot steps..tetiber...terlucut kain yg kat pinggang neh..punyer tak nak malu...mek gengam kain chiffon tuh kuat2 n londehkan tros atas pentas!nah...tinggalllah badan meks dibaluti oleh corset itam dalam gambar tuh.suma yg menonton cam terkesima jap...kwn2 meks sumer kata meks ting tong...tapi,meks dapat tepukan gemuruh dan di klangan pondan2..bermula lah IRIS IANA distereotaipkan sebagai showgirl yang ske uat show sexy dengan outfits n dance yg daring...it cause me a good publicity on the other hand n the image does sell since after the incident,I was lucky to get much more offers to do paid shows in many places...tis time wit my own show group..the ULTIMATE SHOWGIRLS...under mak ayam Romzy...Meh mek terangkan gambar sesatu; atas sekalik:tuh gambar meks bersama ira n wan...pose before naik stage mase nak perform kat hotel. 2nd pic: Neyh lar dia mak yam Romzy yg bawak mek jadik showgirl n promote show meks merata2.Dia yg latih meks jadik showgirl slama neyh. 3rd pic: Tudia!huhu...aib lerw plak...gambar meks ngah syok perform menari2 dgn kwn2 meks.

Last pic: Bobby Brown aka Queen Bobby...ini larr mak ayam yg slalu mekap meks uat show,photoshoot sampai masuk ratu!dia da best!yg banyak organize meks masa shows n ratu..luv u bob!mmmmuahx!

My life at dat time was not all about show n performing...like any other teenagers..meks enjoy lewpak dgn kwn2 meks...n of course,I'm a showgirl...after my shows,I luf partying n enjoying my nite out...masa neh larr nak jadik ting tong..release every energy u have...menari dgn kwn2.Me loike partying!Sumtimes meks kuar dgn mak2 ayam n my very2 best frens...n do wut i luv da most...SHOPPING!hiks! Slalunyer...kwn2 serumah meks larr yg akan teman meks...lewpak sampai pagi dgn pondan2 lain..ada Jeanne Joanna,Elly,Fifi,Norish,Wanie,Bobby,Nadia n so on...

We love having party at home..menari2 sampai malam..n i admitted dat pernah beberapa kali polis serbu rumah meks n kwn2 ketika meks tengah menari2 dgn bra shajork!ops!yes...i'm used to be a very2 bad gurl...

Pernah satu insiden,tengah boring2 kat rumah...kiotrang akan call our friends...boys,guls n pondan2 dtg lewpark..in overnite,it turns out into a very damn hawt party..there was 20 bijik kereta dtg umah kitorang.n all of them were guys!Neither me or my friends noe where the hell tis guys cum...but then,sum of my friends cam enjoy jewh dgn all of those guys...me n my other frens plak choose to hang out kat tmpat lain...so kitowg g mkn.Dalam 2 hours later,kitowg balik umah...sepi jeh..kete2 tuh sume dah ilang...meks n elly maser tuh dah cam takot...rupe2 ada polis datang umh kitorsng cuz my frens were having sum wild parties...hmmm..dat's the life of showgirls n pondan2 bler dh dok serumah beramai2..hohoks

Seleps dah ala2 boring uat show jeh kan...meks mulerw beralih arah feeling2 beranagan nak masuk pertandingan ratu..(cantek ke kauw???!!!)dolu,masa umur meks 16...meks kna carowt balik nak masuk ratu.Kena dinch camtu jerh gara2 tak cokop umur.So dis time,mek konfiden-kan diri nak turut sama sertai pertandingan ratu cantek hiks!Punye gigih2...meks dpt tauw,bakal diadakan pertandingan International Queen Pageant kat KL bulan Julai 2008!Fuh..dengan semangat tinggi meks bersama masa tuh Jean n Nadia...berusaha carik mak ayam organizer pageant tersebut...sampai larr dpt kontak Kak Gee...epi ya amat neyh dapat masuk ratu...

Sampai masanyer tiber meks berangkat ke Kl stay di Hotel di mana pertandingan tuh dilangsungkan bersama 2 kwn meks yg turut jadik peserta iaitu Jen N Nadia,jurumekap dan pensponsor dress meks...Bobby Brown,n others frens yg datang menyokong adik2 baru nak naik neh...

Ini lah dia...pasukan peserta IQP2008..kontinjen dari utara!hahax...dari kiri;Iris,Jeanne n Nadia...sepanjang pageant neh banyak yg samerw2 kitowg lalui.Susah,senang,ribut kat backstage..we're still stick together...huhu

Masa meks naik atas pentas tuh kan...serentak nama meks diumumkan...gambar sebelah kiri ni larr gambar yg terpapar kar backdrop stage..hahaha..Feeling sgt u ols masa catwalk tuh.Even kaki terketar2 kan...ramai jerh org dalam dewan hotel tuh...

Utk first session...suma peserta diminta memakai tiub polos bewarna putih bersama kain pario bercorak batik.As like any other pageant yg korang tauw...suma peserta diminta keluar naik ke pentas...catwalk...pose..catwalk sampai ke ujung pentas...sat tersenyum dan terus perkenalkan diri...meks pown dgn pnuh gracefully yet terketaq-ketaq uat kuar ayat neyh;

"18 years ago,I was born as an ordinary girl...I live my life with dreams that one day I could present my country n becum a good example to lead the future generations.And now,I'm Iris Iana,18 years old...with grace and honour bring along my hopes to make my wish come true!"(lebih kurg gitulah bunyinyer...dah luper lar speech tuh cuz dah lama kowt...)

Yang penting,meks larr peserta pertama kuar kna introduce.Dok feeling2 catwalk...nah!Jurumekap kak Nurul Shukor n Nasha Aziz dok depan jadik judges...mau tak ketar meks...atas bawah kak Nurul dok usha meks...masa tuh dah wisau..mintak2 elok jer foundation Bob sapu tadik...huhu ..dari jauh tak nampak dey ols cuz spotlite cam sajer jer nak anjengkan meks bg silau masa catwalk!mati kau abg2 lighting IQP2008!gara2 kau aku non ado dpt apa2!-matilarr tak nak trima hakikat dah kalah!

Bobby Brown.kalo u ols nak tauw...dia lah yg jadik jurumekap,organiser,dress sponsor meks...mau tak banyak keje dia...2-3 ari b4 berangkat ke KL dia bertungkus lumus bawak mek g ciapkan dress...pikir pasal mekap...fitting...tapi mek dah ting tong..bley plak kuar drag dgn kawan2.Bengong!hahahaha... Masa ari pageant menjelang..mmg meks tak cukup tdo cuz bz dgn preparation..mata bengkak jeh.Azab masa tuh sundels!Pageant start kul 8.30...tapi pukul 2 ptg mek dah tala muka neh bagi kat Bob soh dia kerjakan cukup2...Bob pown gigih mekap meks sampai kul 7 mlm siap..Hasilnya???Voila!Meletop n puas ati sgt...bzzzzttttt...it's hawt u bitch!

Ini dress yag Bob Sponsor kat meks...it's made up of cream chiffon...riben merah tuh plak satin yag dibeadkan dgn sket diamonds2 to add sum sparkle...it was empire dress cut...konsep ala2 greek goddess...sweet n nice..

Nih gambar bersama akak Sophia,bekas pemenang IQP...n rakan2 seperjuangan meks,Jen n Nadia.

Wut I can say from tis pageant is...I treasured sumthing bout myself...nak tauw apew??hmm...meks neh memg gler!kalo nak masuk ratu masuk jugak sampai pnat!menang dak pown...hahaaha...matilarr aktiviti mencarut diri sendiri!Nway,sepanjang pageant neh meks dapat knal ramai kwn...yg baru n yg lame...yg real friends and so not..yg perlu didekati dan kawan yg sgt perlu dijauhi.Sumtimes,bler kita nak dptkan apa yg kita nak,kita jadi terlalu ghairah trying sumthing new..tanpa kita sedar,sum frens start to salah tafsirkan ia as kita berubah hadi berlagak,somobong...atau dalam bahasa pondan2..KEKWAT!hiks....pepun,tis pageant does teach me alot bout it doesn't have any power to change who I am...Iris still have Iana at it's end!hiks...

Well,u ols sekelian..itu sahaja ceritanyer.Stay tune for my new entries.Harap u ols tak bowsan..if anything nak carut please be honest.Kalo kat manerw2 tcilap,harap2 u ols maafkan...Last word...keep on waiting 4 my next entries..tis is not the last..it's just the beggining...

muaaaaahhhhhhxxxx! -chic.bitch aka iris.iana

Me,Fashion,Ambitions n Pageants! (chapter 1)

iris iana:me,fashion,ambitions n pageants... (chapter 1)




IRIS IANA...who is tis bitch???meks larr!hiks...dari mana wujudnyerw pondan neh?well...di sini akan aku mulakan cerita satu persatu pasal diri i olz...daripada zaman hadek2 tongong baru kenal erti marvelon hinggalah hari meks mula kenal apa itu cita2 n trying hard to fufill it...
As like any adek2 yg membesar...meks mulerw bergiat dalam kehidupan adek2 neh maser kekecik lagi.Cam bese lerw...feeling2 catwalk kat skewl maser darjah 4 lagik!matilarr...songsang dari usia yg mentah!masa tuh non ado tau segala pil-pilans hormonans utk membesarkan cik teks dan kelihatan women!juz maskara lite2 takot mak i ols tauw...then...beg ala2 kepit tuh n konfiden catwalk.. Haa...pentas runaway mula kat pagar skewl meks...nak tau apa skewl meks??ahaks...xpyhlarr over2 pengdedahan...karang sentap cikgu2 kat ctu tgk anak murid diowg yg slowly jadik anak dara neyh!ahaks...
Macam beselar citer adik2..kat skewl menengah,,i old ada tiga kwn rapat...uat keje skolah bersama...catwalk ke skewl bersama...carut2 pukies sesamer...cik curans pun bersama...its so fun!not to think of anything..juz do wut we want altogether!pepahamlarr...zaman adik2 lagik...
Tada!!!ini larr dier kitowg di zaman skewll....matilarr i ols sowang jer feeling2 mekap over..yg len sumer lite2 jeh tapi tetap cantek!dr skolah smpai skunk kitowg still berkawan rapat n hopefully there will never be an end to it... (dari kiri kamal,iris n emi...)

Actually ramai kwn2 meks yg seangkatan maser skewl...Ini lah mereka skarang!sumer dah cantek n meletops... (dari kiri,atas;Fifie.Jen n Ely.dari kiri,bawah:Wani n Norish)wherever u are guls..i love u ols memanyak!mmmmmuuuahhhhx!they've been wonderful friends for me...berguna setiap mser!ops...

Back to our story...meks mulerw tertarik dgn dunia showgals n ratu-ratuans neh dari usia meks 15 tahun...tapi nok,umur tak cukup..kak gee(organiser MW)reject penyertaan meks bcuz of underage!masa tuh baru 16 nak masuk ratu!matilarrr....tu pun kes ada hanjeng2 yg sngaja pcah lobangkan isu usia meks yg terlalu muda utk masuk ratu smpai penyertaan meks di di-disqualified kan!masa tu mek non ado bukit-bukau kt dada...seteret jeh atas neh...cikbon pown flat ajork...kulit muka neh...huh!hauk glerw...
Kalo nak tauw,masa skewl lagik,mek ske keje2 mekap n ngandam neh..meks kerap ikot kwn2 n mak ayam2 keje uat kenduri kawen org...di situ..meks muler carik dwet sndiri...blajar mekap n mengandam dalam masa yg samerw...i ols jmpe satu kepuasan kat ctu.beselarr..naluri suke kan kecantikan..nak jadi cantik..tgk org cantik...dikelilingi bnda cantik..rasa puas sgt..biar letih mek ske.. Selain mengandam,mek jugak cari dwet cara lain...haa!jgn pkir kew laen!mek tak mlacur lerw maser tuh...mek juz lite2 ikot mak ayam uat show!mek kenal tiga mak ayam yg prkenalkan dunia showgals n ratu2 kat meks...

Nurlea Laurielle




Queen Bobby




Romzy(yg pakai spek tuh!)


Slowly,meks mulerw menyertai dunia showgals sampai abis skewl...mek uat show merata2 dgn kwn2,especially kat hotels...it was fun.I can dance,perform n wear lotsa outfits...lookin hot n sexy...it juz fun! Dan bermula dari cni...mulerlah mek muler giat nak cantik...pelbagai perubahan berlaku yerw...sket2 mek berubah... (ini gambar sebelum yerw...)



tadaaa!!!!jadilahhh... IRIS IANA ....


Dari sinilah...mek mulerw gumbira nak buat shows...nk kejar cita2 meks dalam dunia fesyen...dan nak menang ratu!yes..i am indeed a very ambitious person n i'm only 17 in tis photo!
mek mula berpindah tinggal dengan kawan2 sehati sejiwa meks,ada Norish,Ira,Fifi,Wan n all..masa tu ada 7 org...n i'm working as a make-up artist di sebuah butik pengantin my mak ayam!it was really a good experience...



antara gambar kenangan masa berjinak2-jinak jadi showgal perform di mcm2 tempat.From here,I start to noe many people n it helps me to recognise my self better too.I take it as a learning experience...di cnilah..meks mulerw blajar yg life's is not about making urself an attention to everyone..it's not about being se3xy n beautiful..it's about taking times to becum a wise person n start to know wut really makes u love urself...n appreciates wit wut u have...citer ini akan disambung lagik...so stay tune... xoxo.chic.bitch.









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