Di mlm yg serba hening inieww...meks termenung sowang.ops!feeling sat dok sorang.Mcm2 meks terpikir.Teringat dpt msj sorg adik2 nih lam fb,dia sgt curious n eager nak tau rahsia 'kecantikan' iris iana(cantik ker??ko tak tgk live dik!).
Its reminds me of how high is people's expectations
out there about my looks.This is not sumthng yg i prasan or tgediks2 feeling nak ckp or wut.When we say Iris Iana,erm...which is me!this bitch...(sila rujuk gambar dibawah)
wut u have to say bout her??erm...(according to wut people say frm my acc in facebook,myspace n so ever lah!bukan memandai nah!)Iris Iana=maybe...erm...sexy??hot??cute??rite??bimbo also!damn!
Well,its photography.A Branch of beautiful art.When we say art,it is beautiful my darlings..To form great art,it has to be with great presentation in all directions and sides.Thats what I've learnt.So,wut can i say here is...dat the gambar(matilar english meks rojak...tetiber jer 'the gambar')is taken by a profesional camera handed by a skillful photographer who have the right amount of knowledge to make it beautiful and PERFECT!(the word PERFECT,sila amik perhatian chu ols!)
Ok,'PERFECT'...dats the thing u saw in the pitcha.U get all those imaginaries how perfect I am.A very beautiful ladyboy n bla...bla..bla...However,do take notes...I'm a HUMAN BEING too!what can be so perfect about me??nuthing!
To be honest,I am not dat all 24 -hour- good- lookin transexual with wavy locks hair,short skirts n big boobs!I am as normal as everyone else,except dat...I'm a boy who looks mostly like a gul!TQ!meks bukanlah pondan2 cantik yg drag siang mlm dgn blu mta catwalk sambil bkerja...no,no,no...categorised me as 'adik-adik'(i never categorised myself cuz i can be anythng I want,it just to make u guys kinda bit easier to understand lah!)Meks masih belajar,berambut pendek,yes...hormon mnyebabkan meks ada 'boobs'(do i have to be sopan atau just say da word??say je lah!...PAYUDARA!huh!dats it...who cares??)erm..ok!so meks nih masih simple..wlaupun mostly look n appeared like a gul,but still in my place where I'm studying,i prefer to commit myself as a boy as I need to respect the rules of my institution(for da sake of my Diploma,tggu sat jah!)
(my real-life pitcha,no dress,no wigs.yes boobs n yes make-up...teeeettttttaaaapppp adoo!)
How come I can have long hair???beautiful skin???and body???...like I said,its photography...leeeeeaaarn the technology we called as PHOTOSHOP!i do appeared myself as a woman..or IRIS IANA...when I feel like I'm so in da mood of nak crossdressing!haiyak!means=drag sepenuhnye=means kelihatan seperti wanita sepenuhnya!(with wigs,extensions,make-ups,dress n heels!)Wut can I say,am a boy with a woman instinct...matilarr!!!
Meks dress up like guls or 'drag' on special occasions jerw!for example cam photoshooting,special events and sumtimes hang out dgn kwn(atau bhs adik-adik,hang out tu blh dikategorikan as 'CURAN'!ops!meks 'wanita' biasa jugekspunye kehendak yang 'perlu' dipenuhi..hiks!)
So,plis,plis,plis....do not expects Iris Iana to be the IRIS IANA u always dreamt of..consider it as a character i played in my photos only.While I'm so different frm it when I'm off da cameras..My skin isn't so beautiful,my hair wasnt dat long,my clothes arent dat sexy...n for sure I aint dat bimbo like i look in the pictha-real life,iris is smarter!n sexier(in a good way..i guess???hahahhah...matilar tetap nak verrranngsss kan??)No lah,just put less expectation when u see me.Bkn nak suwoh u ols underestimate me..but just dont get too imaginary bout IRIS IANA when u see me.I prefer people to accept me for my being if they know n see me.I am what I am.
Dah.Penat n kering tekkak rase ngadap komputer.Mate meks bengkak sebelah nape tah.Tak cuci lens kaahh??choiy!Dats all frm my overloaded words yg tak abs2 melimpah ruah ni...
I accept people when only they noe how to accept others. :)